Back to work

I went to have lunch with Candace at work today. While waiting for her, I checked my calendar and realized I'm supposed to go back to work in 33 days.... 33!! I'm a little freaked out. I haven't left Johnny with anyone else yet and the thought scares me. I don't want to be at work and I don't make nearly enough money for it to be worth it. Jimmy agreed to stay home with the baby for a few days so I could go back to see if I want to be back and make a few dollars... I really just want to stay at home with my baby... I'm sad now... :(